"""""""""""It is really easy to do Mags... trust me!!!"""""""""""
I know akfishergirl. It sounds easy. But not exactly when I would only clear about $400. a month even after putting in over 23 years. If I stay for 7 more I'll clear around $800. a month. SAD HUH!!!!!!!!!! Doesn't seem like it's worth it for me to stay but with a mortgage, a car note and we just got our son his first car (Ours really but it's for his use) I'd have to carefully weigh my pros & cons. I could get other work and still add that $$$$$$$ to my $400. a month but my body is giving out (bad knee, bad wrist, bad back). At least at this job when I have to sit I can and still do my job. At another job I'm afraid I'd be on my feet all day. This job really it's more the emotional stress that's taking it's toll on me. My hormones are really beginning to show their ugly side and I'll have to really watch my mouth this year with a new teacher. I have to keep the old grudges with Superintendant, Special Ed director and other aide in the class to myself or I might find myself out of a job and not by my choosing.
But like I told hubby just recently, when I've had enough I'm grabbing my purse and I'm leaving and he had better not say 1 word. Also I told the teacher that went thru all of the H**L last year that it's a wonder I have any tounge left after biting it all year & not saying exactly what I felt like saying.
I really need to just get my mind back to being THANKFUL I have a job, thankful that I can get there (only 10-15 minutes away) without it costing us and arm and a leg, THANKFUL that I get off 2 1/2 months for Summer and about 5 or so weeks off in between for
holidays and thankful I've been at the same school for all of those years(unheard of most of the time-----I don't adapt well to change). I need to keep reminding myself that the pros outweigh the cons and NOT LET ANYBODY STEAL MY JOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
either 2 years or 7 years I can do it by the Grace of God.
akfishergirl , thanks for reminding me about the blessings this job has. I need that often.
Aspiring to inspire before I expire!
Faith, Family, Friends!